School is starting tomorrow, and possibly my last first day of the school year for the rest of my life! There's always this anticipation for first day, what will classes be like? Who will I sit next to? Ok, maybe not as exciting now as it was in elementary school. I'm excited to see my classmates from last year, talk about the hopefully ok summer. 

But then there's the dread and fear of whatever comes with school, relationships, uncertainty of future. Again as I mentioned way back, I thought I was set for life once I got into grad school. In a sense, maybe I have a direction in my career, but this career is not the answer to life. It's not. It plays a great role, but it's not my life ambition. I definitely do not feel that satisfaction with getting into graduate school as my frustration before getting in led me to think. The Lord is my only hope.

I hope this remains my motivation in my career and relationships and just life... 

And He said to him, “ ‘YOU SHALL LOVE THE LORD YOUR GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, AND WITH ALL YOUR SOUL, AND WITH ALL YOUR MIND.’ Matthew 22:37 

Especially in school, I use my mind for the Lord; God gave us minds to think. Let us think for the Lord and let us love the Lord.